Title: MUMMY
Date: Sunday, December 10, 2006
I feeling guilty right now
I did not mean to shout at mum.
Bcoz i still owe my brother 20 bucks
And my bro is lazy to withdraw from bank
he took it from my mum from my account
My mum came into my room
and nag me say that i spend alot
she asked me one more thing " you go out issit to play or to study"
dun noe why, i got quite angry bcoz of that
But she asked me in a v polite tone
I just shout back "i spend alot money bcoz i had been hanging out to study
and i nv go play, if u dun trust me, i also got nth to sae"
Then she left my room
i knew i hurt her
to think about that, i feel bad
she cares so much for me
work so hard to earn money to support us for school
just wanted me to study hard
yet i shouted at her
so what if she question so much
she cares therefore question me
bcoz i disapoint her twice
firstly, is sec 2 streaming year,
bcoz i was too playful, and nv study hard
and channelled to normal stream
secondly, she wanted me to get into a jc, i last min then started to work hard,
and i even failed my science. its too much to catch up
but i could get into poly
coz of my science and my "high" points
i cannot get into business course
and i rejected IT course
Actually entered SIM,
but then MINDEF(ns) dun let me defer
as a result, i have to enter ns at the age of 18
my mum worried that i could not take the training coz i am too young
she wanted me to study first
i tried tp MWC and finally got a place in there.
i really have to study hard
i dun wan to disappoint her again
i know that hurts alot
Her wish is to want us at least get a degree
sorry! ! !